The Written Journey of The MaS ... To Stay On Land Or Risk Falling Trying to Fly ?!?!

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

The Journey Of Sadness, Anger, And Depression

Over the pass few days, was really bad for me. 1st i updated my phone on Monday via an auto update software that i downloaded from the Sony Ericsson website which i got a link from a forum in www.lowyat.net. Boy did i regret that action. After my phone was updated, i could no longer use it !!!! Argghhhh before my class for that day started which was a Monday, i was already so angry and so sad. It was getting rather depressing with the fact that my phone was no longer usable. went for class but couldn't pay attention at all with the fact that i was still sad over my phone and that i forgot to bring the cream. Then i didnt attend the afternoon class but straight away went back home to put the cream and then i went to Low Yat to get my phone fixed. But to my dismay there was a freaking bad jam to town via Jalan Loke Yew. Haihz was stuck in traffic for at least 30 - 45 mins before reaching my destination. When i got there i straight away went to the shop that i bought my phone from and explained my problem to them. They say they couldnt do anything but they did recommend a service center that was a walking distance from Low Yat, Plaza Berjaya which was opposite of Berjaya Times Square.

After going to that shop i went to the All IT shop on the 3rd floor to get the modem to fix together with my Belkin router and also a power supply that i wished to fit into my old comp. Boy did i have to be stingy that day which was a bad move. I paid for the stuff which cost me RM217 altogether. Then i proceeded to put the stuff into my car. Then i went to had my lunch though i didn't had much appetite to eat. But i still had to eat. After eating, i went to the Sony Ericsson service center which was located at the Plaza Berjaya. There i passed them my phone to be fixed. They quoted me RM50 to fix the software problem that i have. I waited around 20-25 mins or so before they told me that they couldn't do anything for my phone. They said my phone is gone, could no longer be used. By that time i hit rock bottom. The phone that i bought with the money i saved last year which was a Christmas present to myself on Christmas day itself could no longer be used.

Sadness struck my heart like a spear had jab through my heart. The pain, the sadness, the anger, all together brought me down into depression. I loved that phone very much. Then i proceeded to the parking to go back home before my parking reach the 3rd hour. I was so depressed at that moment. Losing my phone like that. Really pains me.

I went back home but paid a visit to the vet to buy some stuff for my cats and returned home safely where i was trying to act all strong. But i really felt like shit that day. Crappy indeed. I then proceeded to fix my modem to the Belkin router that i bought quite some time ago. Only to try and fix it as well. I transfered my comp to the other room where i was trying very hard to fic my Belkin via cable and not through wireless. Then i started opening my comp and then installed something and with my stupidity, i short circuited my graphic card which made me felt worse. The power supply that i bought couldn't be used as it was underpowered and that my comp was beyond repair. I was filled with pain, sadness, anger, and depression.

By then i gave up all hope and gave my friend a call. Luckily he was able to help me at something. He told me of another Sony Ericsson service center nearby my house. Went there to send my phone in. There they were quite friendly. So i sent it in. And let it be for the moment. Then i went back home and just did nothing because i was too sad and depressed to do anything else. And my comp could not be used. Thus i could not process anything. I just watched some tv and then i just rest on the couch and then i just ended up sleeping on the couch and i remember watching CSI. Then i went for dinner nearly 10p.m. before i had my dinner. Gave my friend another call. He had an extra graphic card which was my life saver. Went there and got it at the same time delivered some stuff to him. Then met up with some of his friends which lighten up my day a little.

Went back home and back around midnight. Had to bath and apply more cream. Then i had to fix my comp. Fix in the new graphic card and then all was working fine. Then some of my hardware was not working properly and i had to reformat my comp and i did. By then i was already 3 in the morning. I continued to work and installed all the necessary things before i was more or less done with the reformatting part at 5 which was when i slept. woke up at 10 and then continued to try and fix my comp and the Belkin router. After a whole day of effort and a few hours of nap it was to no avail. Then i just had to make do with my old router modem which isn't working well. Then i just had lost my appetite altogether. Then i just moved back my comp to my room and just use my old router modem produced by Aztech. Lousy i tell you simply lousy.

Well then after that, had a black out. Went out to mamak to have something to bite. And then went back to sleep though the power was still out. Haihz. And im now here. Still sad over my phone. I wanna screw the people in that forum !!!!

See ya!!!!

posted by Elwyn at 5:42 PM | 7 comments

Saturday, October 28, 2006

The Journey of Many Wasted Days

I know that this would be a bad post or something, but really i have been wasting quite a number of days during the raya break and also the study break before the exam begins. I think i must have wasted a whole lot of days and still did not get enough sleep. Bad bad bad. I know.

Well, recently just had a dinner at a fren's place for raya. Dam nice food were served. And i ate as much as i could, but that was also limited compared to the others who were there. Played a few rounds of congkak and really lost to the girls. Hahahahaha unbelievable. Hahahaha. Ohhhh before i forget, i gotta talk about the food, the roti jala was simply superb for me. And the rendang daging tasted really good. I must say i am simply totally satisfied with the ketupat daun palas that arrived just in time to be served. The ketupat came all the way from Kedah you know. Dont play play.

Well just had a test recently and the results came out the next day. Freaking unbelievable. But that lecturer really know how to mark fast and furious. Well, since im way way lacking of sleep i shall sleep soon enough. I HAVE TO REFURNISH MY BLOG AS SOON AS I CAN !!!

Ok thats all for now. Till later ... see ya.

posted by Elwyn at 8:55 AM | 2 comments

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

The Journey of Tiredness and Full Spirited

Im tired and yet i and full of spirit doing my AMA diary assignment. But i would go blank when i wanna do my CBF assignment. Weird but true. Sooo far, i have been able to displyed a reat deal of spirit in doing my AMA diary assignment though it doesnt really weighs much as to compared to the CBF assignment. Anywayz, this is old news.

The paragraph above was written in the midst of doing the CBF assignment, which is now complete. But now i have to finish the remaining AMA cases that was justgiven the answer not too long ago. And soo i shall get busy finishing the last few parts, and maybe get a few other things from a of my 'girl frens'. Thanks to them, i was able to catch up thus far, and their help was really the boost that i need to catch up in this semester that is soooo tiring and full of work. And the work still continues, with the CBF exam questions out, its time to get down and busy with the girls. Muahahahahahaha sound soo perverted. Hahahaha, anywayz, it is nice to know that there are a few new readers, despite me not updating my blog that often. I really need to update a hell of alot of stuff for my blog. Its sooooooooooo dull. Need new pics, new layout (if the current layout and the new pics doesnt mix well), new things.

Anywayz, i've been more of a blog reader than a blogger. Thats right, a blogder more than a blogger. Hahahaha, that will all change once i get a chance to really do some exploration into my blog. Hehehehe been reading quite a few, and found a number of them quite nice to read/see. Other than that, im busy with other stuff. Hahahaha, beta blogger is now much better than when it just started. With it now i can post comments as myself without having to put as others which was really troublesome to me.

Anywayz, i forgot about the birthday celebration we had for our dear ms seok ling. Hahahaha she has turned 20 y/o. We are all getting much older, and as we grow much older the more shitty stuff appears, and really tends to fuck things up nicely. Then patience play a role in that. I can be patient with the shit life throws at me, but i have extremely low tolerence for people's ignorance and stuff. Arghhhhh this make me wanna post about my experience with my CBF assignment.

And sooo i shall begin. Once upon a time, there is this guy who is nicknamed MaS, group up with a fren who he knew could do their work for an assignment, and also another fren/acquintance who had a good reputation for doing his work properly and had a good reputation for doing his work on time. But nowadays he has been slacking alot. And sooo the real story begins.

Its about a boy name Arun, who always skip classes and just takes thing lightly. He often went missing for classes and there were a number of occasions that hewent out of class while the lecturer was teaching to answer some phone calls, which lasted for a 'short' 20 mins which is like 1/3 of the entire lecture. Does he not know what he is doing? Well, he still have his good points i guess, just that i dunno what it is. And soooo he was included into the group of which to do the CBF assignment. And yet when we were suppose to form a group, he wasnt around as he skipped class yet again. And he went for a replacement class which was unnecessary for me to go. Anywayz, he got another person to join the group for the CBF assignment, and soo there were the 4 of us.

Sooo we were all high spirited when the lecturer from Aust came by for our block teaching. There we knew that we could make something great out of this, and yet i feel we have created something really shitty here. Its done before the festive seasons so that we dont have to worry about printing it later on, when the shops are all closed. What i am trying to say is that we have to print out a booklet which would be somewhat similar to a hardcopy financial report. Soooooo i really really wanted to do something good. But there were lack of cooperation between the group members, and this is the time that i really see arun for who he is.

He was really screwing me up 1stly by sending his part to me rather late as to compared to the other two. But hell i wasnt too bothered cos i was busy with AMA during that time. But hell yes, he did it, and boy was his part really crappy. 1 thing is that the analysis that he did was far too short giving me nuts to write in the recommendation part, and 2ndly he had a good idea of extracting a part of the financial report for only 1 bank, when we were suppose to do for 3 banks and it is a direct copy and paste. DAMN IT MAN, HAVE YOU NO FUCKING SENSE BUT TO BLOODY REWRITE THE TABLES OUT !!!!!!

Boy was i pissed at him. But after reading his analysis, i see that his analysis was totally BIASED. THAT PIECE OF MOTHERFUCKING SHIT HEAD, WAS SOOOOOOO DAM FUCKING BIASED AND WAS TOTALLY PRO FOR 1 OF THE BANK.

And again i was freaking pissed. And the day when i need his part to be corrected urgently so that i could make it for the printing, but he dared to tell me that he was going for class. ON THE DAY I URGENTLY NEED HIS WORK HE HAD TO GO FOR CLASS WHEN HE DOESNT GO FOR CLASS AT ALL. That freaking shit head was really pissing me off. And guess what else he told me. HE SAID WE WOULD GO BACK HOME AND DO IT AND PASS IT TO ME AT 6, AFTER HIS CLASS AT 3.30 HE WOULD GO BACK AND DO IT.

I was fucking pissed and gave him an ultimatum if he couldnt give me his work by 5, then he would be the one who needs to find a printer, during the festive seasons and print it all for under RM60 but with high quality paper, and also proper book binding, not the ordinary comb binding. Thanks to the girls who sscouted for a good place to print, i tagged along, which was definately a good idea. With that we found a good place to print things out. Muahahahaha. I was willing to let the marks slides to fucking prove to him that it isnt easy to get a place to print with such good quality paper and at quite a reasonable price.

He gave in and so he promised me to give me the work once he get back. I know that there are many many many many bloody mistakes in his part that i could see mistakes growing all over his part. Despite my request of him to repairthe mistakes, he still didnt do the necessary amendments as i required. And i had to do the amemndments for him. WHO THE HELL DO HE THINK I AM!!! HIS SLAVE!!! PIECE OF SHIT.

Anywayz, it may seem that it is all over, but in fact that it still havent ended, because there is a presentation that we are required to do in order to gain our final part of our marks for the internal of the CBF subject. ARGHHHH THE PAIN OF LETTING HIM DO THE PRESENTATION. I might just do it on my own. Or maybe each of us going to do our own presentation. Where will be evaluated individually. Maybe i would suggest that. Each person with their own slide.

Well, it seems tht i have written quite a long post. To the girls, (initials only here) SC, Di, SR, PY, and SL, also not forgetting LY. Those girls are great help this sem. And with the help of Ken and Marcus, things got real nice. But then, Marcus, time for a change man, you are not who you are, and i dunno you man. YOU NEED TO VOICE OUT.

Alright, i better get back to my AMA before i wont be able to finish it on time before 12 which would be the closing time of uni. Hehehehe. Its nice to be able to blog again after a long time.

Shall begin talking good nice crap with a great guy while feeling loads of pain soon. Hehehehehe.

posted by Elwyn at 3:40 AM | 0 comments

Sunday, October 08, 2006

The Journey of The Greatest Endurance

Aaahhhhhhhhhh, im relieved that my assignment is done and completed. All that is left is the printing of the entire assignment. Owh, well, this time the title signifies the patience i went thru, though my patience did snap when some people really do some really stupid fucking stuff. Well, because of that i had to go thru another turmoil. Of course life wouldnt be life if there werent any turmoil would there. Well, life has always been significantly shitty. Yet again im able to survive it day after day. PROVE OF MY so so resilience only. But up to date, this past week, loads had happen to me.

1st of all, i think it was just the weekends. nearing the weekends that i really endured loads, both good and bad. Balance as they say. 1st would be the friday. I was really struggling to do my AMA assignment which i have been stressing that i am doing alone, where as others were doing in groups. There is even a need to email for permission to do the assignment alone. And i did that like a few weeks back. Then i began the necessary stuff, and really got as much work done by friday evening, knowing that i have a really really busy weekend. Then off we went for a dinner by MBC. Owh there was sue and me. Thats about it. We didnt stay long though, because i had to go for Simon's party all the way in semenyih. Dam was it far to get there. and the road was pretty much pitch black.

By the time i reach there, they were just about to start barbequeing. I knew that would happen. Its a norm you see. Well chatted abit and i saw people getting drunk. Hahahaha, and really people there were truly rowdy as hell. A bunch of keeeraaazeeeeee people ..... Hahahaha, end up playing water balloons. Hahahaha loads of people were hit. But mostly would be the birthday boy. Mr Simon. Hahahaha, boy was it fun but i was sad to find out that the 1st part of the birthday water balloon fight did not save. Was really disappointed as to what had happened. But worry not there was a 2nd part where at the end i was the one who got splashed with water. After they finished their balloons, they began using the pails as weapons of mass WETNESS!!!! I think my england just sucks bad. Talking crap sooo crappily. Hehehe, cant be bothered. Anywayz, this continued on for quite awhile, till they resort to quail's eggs and even BBQ sauce. Muahahahaha funny bunch of buggers.

But before that we certainly had a good barbeque. Loads to eat, but its all self service, hence i didnt wanted to cook my own food. Laziness prevails !!!!Hehehehe. But after it ended, i wanted to head back home, only to find out that my light isnt working properly. With the current lights my car had, i certainly couldnt drive home safely. Got Simon to check it out for me, and the light fuse was ok. Suspected the wiring was faulty. LOUSY KIA CAR >.< Well, then i started to head back when it started to rain CATS AND DOGS !!!!! yeah yeah it was heavy. Hehehehe, Boy was it tough to drive. Visibility at the dark roads were cut down to 50-100 meters away, and i had to hold to the steering for dear life. This is because puddle of water is everywhere on the road. If i didnt do so then i might have been involved in an accident. Thats for sure. Well anywayz, i nearly did, but i was able to make sure i was ok.

Ahhhhh, i reach back home ... alive. Hahahaha, the next day was a full day at Metropolitan for a talk conducted by the CPA Australia. Learn a few stuff, very few stuff. and at night there was the gathering of primary school friends. had a good laugh then. Then had some issues to work out, soo only ended up sleeping at 4 only to wake up at 10. Yeah i know i must be lacking of alot of sleep. I AGREE 101%. Well and there is today, Sunday where i slaved to finished my dear Group Assignment, all alone. But i did it. I FINISHED IT !!!!!

And sooo im here. Im sorry for the infrequent blog post. But i will try my best to update as much as i could. And 1 thing. If you wanna attack people, OWN UP TO IT !!!!

posted by Elwyn at 8:49 AM | 0 comments

Sunday, October 01, 2006

The Journey of A Simple Post

Arghhh, my appointment was cancelled, and now i have to wait for more than 1 month to the next appointment. Meaning is shall be incomplete for a long long time. Argghhhh, i wanted to complete it as soon as i could, but it is no more possible. Arghhhhh ....... owh well, there isnt much i can do now. Sooo i just have to wait.

Arghhhh the assignments are killing me. The subjects this sem are killers. They are there to assasinate me. This is no joke. I was nearly assasinated because of the killer subject wont let me go. Arghhhh can cry n die.

TUTUTUTUTUTUTUTORIALS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

They simply suck the life out of me. Yeah yeah, studying is a life sucker. But other than studying what do i really do ? ? ?

Sometimes i really wonder whether can i re-live my life with all the knowledge i have now.....

That would be certainly something to think about. Hehehehe.

Well thats about it from me. I shall post about the long kept secret which soooo many knows about already. Hehehehe

posted by Elwyn at 7:47 AM | 0 comments