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Here lies the story of an amateur. An amateur in almost everything. This shall be a page of limitless talks about his rants, journeys, and his forever amateurish undertakings. The amateur is called The MaS, and The MaS is none other than Elwyn. MaS is short for MaSaLaH, which came to hit me in the head! It came many years ago, and so it shall continue to be used till this day and in the future. But it seems that you might want to know my past. My past lies here. So if you ever wondered how i was, then you can always check on my old blog. So enjoy the post that i post up every now and then.

Well this blog would certainly be staying private forever after all, and hopefully when I am ready, I shall begin a new blog as how i hope i could begin a new life.


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Wednesday, February 28, 2007

The Journey Of Shit And Patience

It takes alot of patience and also alot of endurance to handle the shit that life throws at me. Indeed it is depressing to know that life is such a bitch. One problem after another is indeed a little too much to handle you know. Its a real pain in the ass to handle the problem after another problem. But this is life. If it doesn't give shit then its not life. But life is even bitchier when money is lacking. Indeed life is a real bitch.

Haihz, indeed its time for me to make this blog more private already. Then i guess i would blog more about my life. Yes a life of a fucked up guy.

Well its all i have to say now. Its really depressing to do things nowadays. Indeed and also i gotta go to sleep soon. Have a really fucking long day tomorrow since i got 9 hours of class if there is tute tomorrow. Alright, bye byez !!

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

The Journey Of Great Endurance

I know i haven't been blogging for awhile. But it is due to the fact that i am still trying to settle down in my place. Many a times that i had to go out and buy things but only to find out that i am still short of a few other things despite having a list of things to buy. Arrgghhhh!!!

Well I am here now, and i actually did write something earlier but the sucky internet connection that i experience in my house that i am renting at the moment. But now i am also using the sucky internet i am talking about. But this time it is different. why so!?!? Well it is due to the fact that I am now in my own room typing this post here compared to the last post which was lost was typed in the hall that the modem was in. It isn't really a hall, its just a corridor. There is poor lighting and i mean really poor lighting. No lights, had to rely on my phone lights, but was still insufficient. Sadly the internet connection was poor and i lost my post that night.

Well soo i am replacing it here and now. My internet connection sucks bad. Really really bad !!!! But i have to bear with this while i am here, meaning i have to bear with it for 1 fucking year baby! FUCK YEAH !~!!!! Well life is a real bitch here. With all the problems that had plagued me, but i shall never give up. So i have to look for alternatives to my problems. Have to solve them fast and furious. Though life is giving me hell (maybe not that hell, but it is really becoming a big problem), i shall never give up and look for alternatives that i can rely on.

During the first few days, i was walking around to places including to the town from my house, which was fucking far! It took me like 25 - 30 mins to walk to the Footscray town. Its not funny because the second day i was already at my rented place of 1 year. Meaning i am stuck here for 1 fucking year baby! That is also the reason why i am not coming back end of this year because if i leave early, then i still need to pay a leaving early fee and also pay the remaining rent that i have to pay. Its not funny because it is alot of money. Alright, back to the walking. I had never walked sooooooooo much in my life in the few days before. Thats the reason why my body started to break down and started to ache like sooooo fucking bad. But endurance kept me strong i guess, but it wore me down soo much. By then i gave up the idea of walking to places for 2 very main reasons, that are:

1. It takes up toooooo much time and tooooooo much of my energy to make it worth it. I can save time doing other things and also save my energy for some other things that are more important.
2. To ensure that my body doesn't break down on me with the overload of walking.

Sooooo i bought the Metlink Card for 1 month. Meaning i can travel around for 1 month until the 20th of March. This proves to be a sweater deal for me as i could get around more and also i can go to the city as often as i want. No problem with that. Indeed i saved time and also energy and now money. Why i say money, because the normal daily card that i bought once or twice, was like AUD6.10 compared to the monthly 1 where i can travel everyday for that 1 month for AUD98.90. I was thinking to myself since i am gonna be traveling to the city alot, so i might as well get a monthly card. Since 10 days would cost me AUD61 if i bought it normally might as well get the monthly. Hahahaha.

After the waling part would be the weather part. Its hot and also cold. Hahaha hard to explain but this weather is also wearing me down abit. But no worries since i shall be slowly adapting to environment here. Its been tiring but i shall go on.

I have no idea what else to write here anymore. Lets wait till i get more inspiration ok. For now i need to make some changes here and there. I shall continue when i got time. I got alot of things to do.

So till laterz muahahaha, now i remember this is for myself, have fun, enjoy, study, and kill all those standing in your path!!!!