The Written Journey of The MaS ... To Stay On Land Or Risk Falling Trying to Fly ?!?!

Sunday, April 29, 2007

Australia is a DANGEROUS place.....

Owh that is not how I should title my post this time as I can’t simply generalize that the whole of Australia is a dangerous place, what I really want to say is that Melbourne is a dangerous place! The first warning would be that be extremely friendly and always smile at people who are pissed drunk and freaking high on something they smoke but that doesn’t smell like smoke. Do you understand what I was saying in the last sentence there? I sure don’t, but I hope that you do understand it. Hehehe. Another warning is that, do not leave your food unattended. I repeat DO NOT LEAVE YOUR FOOD UNATTENDED! This is a fair warning for the citizens of Melbourne. But the problem is that there aren’t many readers who are from Melbourne for this blog of mine.

To touch on the first warning, I would like to warn, just don’t involved with those pissed drunk bastards who are too freaking high to have a straight mind. There were four guys and a girl who were pissed drunk and were busy screaming, and shouting and talking like a bunch of monkeys. They were also busy drinking and smoking. But they were doing it all in the wrong place that is for sure. This is because they were in the train! The Connex train that was taking me to Frankston. They were definitely smoking and also drinking alcohol in the train, but of course the silly and scared me just didn’t do much but just stared into the dark surroundings of the environment outside the train and try to smile a fair bit. Haihz, they later got into a fight, which got pretty violent with punches flying around in the train again. Of course those five people were taken off the train by the Connex officers! There were some other people from the train who went down with them (because they fight with them), but slowly one by one they ran away leaving only one guy to take the blame. It sure caused a fucking delay to the whole train!

Indeed a great first time experience to be experienced in Australia, oppsss, Melbourne to be exact. Well shall we move on to the second warning?!?!

Well like I said, DO NOT LEAVE YOUR FOOD UNATTENDED! This is because so happen I was eating in Hungry Jacks, and then I suddenly saw this guy, who was wearing a hoodie, came into the shop and suddenly just took the burger that was on the table left unattended by a guy whom I didn’t really know at that time yet. Okay okay, let me tell you what was on that table first. It was a Summer Stunner Meal consisting of a Whooper Jr (the burger), fries, a drink and of course a Storm (like McD Mc Flurry). Alright back to the story. So this guy came into the shop taking the burger, and was about to head out, but instead he turned back to the food and took a few fries to feed his mouth, then he was heading out again, but then he turned again, and took the whole bunch of fries and was about to head out again, but of course the meal wasn’t complete for him without the drink. And off he went with a complete value meal without him paying a single cent for it. The unlucky guy came back with his friend, only to find his whole meal was stolen form him. And of course he came to me asking did I see who took it, I told him the best description of the person that took it, but of course I can’t really tell much because he was wearing a hoodie. Indeed he wasn’t too happy about it, and was only left a few fries and his Storm (I can’t remember was it called that? People who are in Australia please correct me!). He seems too damn upset about missing his meal, of course he didn’t buy another meal. Such an unlucky guy.

I have been seeing a lot of this things lately. Is this a sign? I don’t know but I just want to be safe at the moment. So lets hope things would settle down a little bit more for me ehh. Alright la. This is all I can say at the moment. Lazy to type anymore. Got a long day ahead of me! Enjoyz! And the last warning! Don’t ever leave your food unattended, as you might never know when the food thief might strike.

posted by Elwyn at 7:35 AM | 8 comments

Thursday, April 26, 2007

To disappear .......

To disappear .........

Yes I shall be disappearing from the night in the internet scene. Hohoho, this is what will happen when you have ‘intelligent’ Pakistani having full control over the internet in my house. Owh, sorry about that remark, but he has been doing some ‘intelligent’ stuff you see. I can’t deny that he is a smart arse to be able to create his own server proxy or proxy server, whichever you want to call it. He spent entire night downloading I dunno what, installing that accursed server proxy that limits everything I do on the internet. It is the greatest nuisance ever. Owh owh, must get to the point why I shall be disappearing from the internet night (Australian night time of course) scene. I shall also be sending out emails to some of my other friends who aren’t able to read my blog here. I have to bear with this, as I have to have tolerance with my housemates.

So lets get on with the incident of the disappearing act. You see, the internet was pretty unstable and in the end it stopped. I came to ask mr Aslam as to the reason and he told me he was reinstalling server proxy. I understood that and of course I waited for it. Then he told me much later that it would take awhile. In the following morning, as I waited for him to wake up, while doing my chores of course. In the end he woke up and got my internet back up and running. Once I got the internet which was terribly slow, it suddenly got cut again. I was wondering why this time. And so I began to restart my laptop as I thought maybe it has something to do with my laptop. But not long after that, mr Aslam came knocking on my door, informing me that his network cable which he calls it wire was unplugged from the router and ask whether I knew who the culprit was. I certainly told him that I wouldn’t know that as I was in my room. So I went over to the router, which was located near the kitchen (I gotta take a video of the whole damn house) and showing that his ‘wire’ has been unplugged. He even told me that mr Bishwa is no longer using the internet service that is being provided and said that mr Bishwa told him that he would be unplugging his own ‘wire’ from the router. So it all began from there. Before entering his room, mr Aslam used his right hand punch in anger into his left hand (I shall try to take a video of it), before slamming his door shut. This was the first incident.

But I just continued to do my thing on my laptop as usual. I think that time I was blogging about my rant! Of course it should be about my rant. Hahahaha. Alright then, this was continued by the following incident which happened in the evening of the 25th of April the Wednesday, on Anzac day. Owh, I forgot to mention that on Tuesday night the internet came to a halt again, and then I heard that mr Aslam was on Skype, and I was trying to be understanding and allowed him to be on his Skype without any interruption. Of course the following morning I was still unable to use the internet back at home and decided to go over to uni to use the internet there. Then in the evening I came to ask mr Aslam as to the reason why the internet is still not usable, and he told me a bunch of crap saying that when I go on the internet I am connected through his laptop and his laptop has been restarting so many times that it was impossible for me to use the internet and told me that he was trying to install the server proxy on the desktop that he has in his room. I understood that and just said ok and continued on with some stuff on my laptop. About an hour or two later, he came knocking on my door again, this time in an angrier tune telling me that someone has turn the power off to the extension cord that powers the modem and router and of course he came asking me about whether I knew the culprit or not. Of course I came out to see what is the fuss all about and he also went knocking on mr Bishwa’s room, but Bishwa didn’t come out did he. I saw the damage, and again he asked “who could have done this”. And of course being the stupid me that I have always been told him, “I don’t know, I was in my room the whole time”. There isn’t much that I could do you see. Sooo I thought maybe he would let it slide or something. But boy was I wrong.

He soon put up a sign asking “who turn of the modem and router” or something like that. I shall get a picture of it soon enough. And also on the sign it says, “the internet will be disconnected until I find the person”. And for this reason I shall be without the internet in the middle of the night when I get to contact my beloved coursemates back in Malaysia, whom I really need help for the coming assignments. This I won’t kid with you of course. I seriously need help in doing my assignments!!! But this god damn incident just had to happen when mr Bishwa wanted out from using the internet. What luck! This just makes me wanna move form this accursed house from all this pathetic Pakistanis. Yes only so far the Pakistanis are creating problem for me with the preaching by mr Furqhan and also the internet cut by mr Aslam. The others seem rather ok. So far laaaaaa. God damn this house! The housemate sucks even more with one trying to be a god damn preacher of ISLAM!!!!, and another acting totally MOTHER FUCKING CHILDISH!!!! Pathetic, simply pathetic. And Sue, no there isn’t any other people who would share with me on the internet as for mr Bishwa, I don’t think I wanna include him, since I just saw him talking in Israeli language with a buddy of his (if I am not mistaken la!). I have to search for a new place! Cheap place just for myself.

But after thinking to myself, with him placing that sign, is he trying to imply that I did it? That mother fucking bastard might most probably be implying that I did it since he is disconnecting the internet till he finds out who did it. This is fucking crazy! He is a madman to think so. But of course I would understand that he would certainly blame the new guy in the house. They won’t be able to trust the new guy in the house for sure. So it shall be the end of my internet service back at my room. Shall I confront this mother fucker and ask him what if never find the person who did it. I don’t think there will be a good outcome from this and I believe that this very well make my stay in that house much harder. This is what I truly believe!

This is crap man. This post is written around mid night of Thursday and shall be posted in the morning once I get to uni. It just sucks to be without internet especially me who lives on the thing called internet. This is sickening. And I even heard that it might be showering. DAMN ! ! ! ! ! I wanted to do my laundry laaaaa. Cibai punya weather! Well without the internet, I get sleepy easily. This is how bad I need the internet I guess. Hahahaha. Maybe this is the time to win off from the addiction of internet. So for now, I shall be heading to uni for my daily dose of internet. Till next time take carez!!!

posted by Elwyn at 7:17 PM | 3 comments

Sunday, April 22, 2007

Extreme Stupidity Reigns Supreme!

Its been a gloomy day, as for the weather and for me. I was stuck in my room the whole day on a Saturday. Indeed it is a surprise isn’t it!? Well of course I didn’t really had the money to go out and also the fact that I was also feeling a little gloomy. Instead of feeling gloomy, actually I was feeling rather useless today. Bumming right in front of my comp playing I dunno what. Eating my bread with the Nutella I had. Dragged myself out of my chair to cook my dinner and now of course I started to use my comp on my bed instead on the table. It is a saddening day for me as I became useless. I know I have tons of assignments piling up and also tons of lectures to read, but it is just that I feel so god damn lazy! I even only started to write this after my housemate went on to block the internet service (oh by the way I am typing this on Microsoft Word) for surfing the internet. Indeed this is not the way to go in Australia.

As mentioned by earlier by me in my last post’s comment, I shall elaborate a little bit more about this in a short while.

Why Australia sucks big time for me. The first reason why it suck was that everything was so fucking expensive (convert and no convert) that I just had to think multiple fucking times to consider buying or not. But of course I had to eat and it still cost me a lot of money. Second is that because everything is soooooo god damn fucking expensive, I had overspent from my allocated budget by a great deal! My parents didn’t really say much, but my ex-boss who called me up a few days back said, ‘what the fuck you do with the money man’. And of course with this my ex-boss and the other ex-bosses adviced me to find the ‘2 dollar shops’ along Swantons Street, as they told me that they had a lot of things that I could buy for myself and not spend! Indeed indeed, I was very naïve about shopping, as I don’t do much shopping you see, and this is bad as it has taken a toll on my ability to find the best bargain and also realize when it is to buy and not buy. Stupid indeed I am.

Thirdly is the food that doesn’t suit my taste at all. With my fucking housemates, it seems as though I am now living in a MUSLIM COUNTRY! God damn my housemates, always preaching here and there about halal meat and shit, what the fuck! Haihz, this is not the way to make me feel welcomed of course but they don’t know it. Should I fucking tell them ‘nicely’ that I don’t follow the religion as I did not grew up to be a strong follower or should I just tell them, I hate religion altogether. This is a fact. For me religion has been twisted soooo much by the human factor it is no longer good. I of course told one of them and he seems alright with it. Of course there is another who I haven’t got the chance to tell just yet, and he is the one who always preaching to me and shit! Alright, I ran out of my topic, food!! Food yes indeed has no Ajinomoto, the essential for many good tasting foods. Miss all the god damn cheap food back in Malaysia such as roti canai, roti planta, mee goreng mamak, mee goreng pattaya. Even my luxurious food would cost the cheap food here man! Now that’s fucked up (for me la!!). I have certainly taken food back in Malaysia for granted! Regrets! ! ! !

Fourth would be the fact that I don’t have the wheels that I used to have back in Malaysia, where I would drive even to the nearest mamak, even though its just 5 mins walk. DAMN!!! Now going anywhere would take me at least minimum of 15mins. That would also include walking to my uni which takes around 10-15 mins. Going to the city from my house would now take me a 5 min bus ride (excluding the time I wait for the fucking bus which sometimes would take up to almost 30mins waiting for 1), and also a train ride that takes about 20 mins. So roughly I would take from a normal 30mins to 1 hour to get to the fucking city. HELL YEAH !!!!! Time wasted there. But its ok, its near campus, and I don’t have money ma, so let it be lor. Stay at home, or maybe go to campus would be good lor, and then cook own food bring to uni lor, don’t fucking eat uni expensive food lor! Fucking 6 dollars for lunch! So cook what I can back at home and bring it to uni lor. NO FUCKING CHOICE LOR !!!! Ehhh lari form topic again, this about transport. Well HELL YEAH, transportation is FUCKING COSTLY as well you see. Nothing is cheap or free in Australia. And this is a fact. Maybe the cold weather is free (maybe not since I paid to fly over here, that’s the cost of weather maybe).

Fifth, WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THE BLOODY MOTHER FUCKING INTERNET SERVICE!!!!!!!!! Indeed I hate the internet service here, though it is fast, there is no point as I couldn’t download all the things I wanted to download, leaving my second hard disk utterly useless! Even as I type here, the FUCKING INTERNET IS CUT BY MY FUCKING HOUSEMATE! Okla I did use the internet the whole day, but its shit without internet. Wait wait let me introduce my housemates. The first would be Mr Aslam, the guy in charge of the fucking internet and constantly cutting me off from it. Then there is Mr Furqhan (I think that’s how to spell his name), who is the mother fucking preacher! GO TO HELL FUCKER! Then there is Mr Touha (pronounce as tow-ha), who is another student in VU but of course not my major, Marketing major. Then comes Mr Bishwa, I don’t know what race is he, but I know he cooks damn nice smelling food but also have the tendency of not washing his dishes promptly. Then there is Dr Daniel Kutcher, whom I heard seems to hail from the land of England, and talks too much for me to understand what he is talking. And finally, the guy whom you won’t see around often, Mr Dino Guzman (I gotta know his name from his mail), whom I occasionally see him at the sink, or buying Mc D like me. And there you go, my housemates for you. Its quite fucked up you see.

Sixth, is there a sixth?!?! Well, the sixth maybe would be the studying part. I ain’t got the mood to study any longer. Indeed this shall be a grave problem for me but I shall slowly overcome this I guess. I hate it being without internet. It sucks sooooo bad. Its been over an hour at this point of my post since I lost contact from the internet. Time to eat something. Maybe some bread and tuna. SAD CASE STUPID IDIOT I AM!

Alright la, time to eat, hungry already. Got food but ain’t great food. I WANT MC DONALD, but I ain’t got the money to buy it. So let it be.

P.S. This is the continuation of the post above on the following afternoon. The internet is restored, but not to its former glory as now, it is even SLOWER than a FUCKING SNAIL on 56kb modem. This is how it is. And just now, the Mr Aslam guy came knocking on my door, asking me whether I unplugged his network cable out from the router (WHICH I DEFINITELY DIDN’T DO COS I WAS BUSY TRYING TO USE THE BLOODY MOTHER FUCKING SLOW INTERNET WHICH WAS CUT BY THE SOMEONE WHO UNPLUGGED THE CABLE) which was never my doing of course. He of course went back to his room furious! What crappy housemates I got here ain’t it. He suspects that it could be another housemate who didn’t want the internet anymore. So be it then. BUT IM SUFFERING THE SLOWNESS OF THIS GODDAMN INTERNET! I couldn’t even play my rose properly anymore. This is a sad thing of course.

Owh the reason why the internet was down was because the server was being re-installed by my ‘friendly’ housemate Mr Aslam. This is bad, as this would certainly cut down my speed a whole lot! This is very shitty of course, but I can’t do much, but to comply. At least I can still use FUCKED UP MSN and of course the lovely Skype to contact people.

P.S.S. This post is continued later on in the night, or to be technically correct early in the following morning. The internet now is, pretty okay I guess. Quite laggy for my game, but it is a reasonable page loading speed, compared to the turtle this morning which tooks a few minutes to load friendster. Now it is better.

Ahhh its been a long day. Got my indo mee and also my eggs and bread. Time to make good shit out of this. Ahhhhhh I am so sien and don’t want to study. Haihz, what is there to do here in Australia you tell me. Since I don’t have the money, I can’t do much can I!

Welll this is the amount I should write for now. Till laterz! ! !

posted by Elwyn at 8:46 AM | 4 comments

Thursday, April 19, 2007

Wait For Me ! ! !

Owh, well, i have an assignment to do, which my partner is done and waiting for me to give him my part, and i am procrastinating a great deal here. But its ok, i shall get it done soon enough to give him the assignment back to him by tonight or maybe by early morning. Hope things goes smoothly for me! ! !

Sooo please wait for the next post alright! I shall update you more rants and more shit and more stupid stuff i guess. No promises of course!

Till my CA assignment is over, see ya!

posted by Elwyn at 2:37 AM | 0 comments

Saturday, April 14, 2007

Hate My House!

Damn it, my damn internet block me from alot of fucking sites! I can't stand it, but i can't do much about it. My damn house is also infested with fucking flies! What they fuck do they want! Fucking flies just won't stop hovering around. Damn it!

Let me explain, my internet well, isn't really my internet, but it is a shared internet among 5 people. Of course i don't mind and i already conform into not using my BitComet while i am here at home. But soon after, i found out that direct downloads were blocked not long after. Any direct downloads that involves more than 1mb of data is also blocked. Leading to the lost of my manga direct downloads, which i have to go to uni to download them. Now i have resorted to downloading from a new source. Hehehe, its a secret of course. Anywayz, i also now realized that even Ebay is blocked. I was like, WHAT THE FUCK!!!! Shitty. I wanted to look for a camera for myself. A nice camera of course. Why, i don't really know. Just want one thats all.

I was suppose to post some pics and some other stuff as well but i guess i did not get around doing it. Hehehehe, my phone sucks! Quality damn poor, but it is sufficient to be posted on my blog of course. I need alot of stuff, especially from m'sia. I need to write it down on a fucking list, i can't remember what i wanted to get from back home except for 2 stuff which is a brand new laser mouse and of course a new screen protector for my phone. Other than that, i have to think it through. Australia sucks big time, especially for us who already had freedom back in m'sia, this place is like, more like, like like like a prison. This feelings is not only shared by me, but by other m'sians as well. Indeed this is no fun. But i guess it takes a whole new level of independence for a brand new feel. Hahahaha that last sentence did not make any sense!

Now moving on with the flies, there are everywhere!!! In the corridor, even though there would only be like 1 of them in there, and then there will be a number of them in the kitchen and i didn't realize that there were also infesting the back yard. Yes the empty cement backyard is infested with them. Why do i say that, well they started to make pit stops on my clothes!!! There were definately more than 10 flies on my clothes. FUCKING BASTARDS!!!! They went on my underwear, my towel, my t-shirts, my socks. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THEM! Hate those fucking pesky flies. I have killed a few by blow torching them with my lighter. It was a great victory for me, but yesterday, they left me helpless against their numbers! My clothes are deemed dirty despite me washing them. I have to rewash them later on.

Alrighty then, i am pretty short on time, and feeling a little hyper, but now i have to pack for another week of bumming in Sue's place. Hehehehe. Things there are alot better in many aspects but i shall not reveal them this time. Till the next time. Ciaoz!

posted by Elwyn at 5:41 PM | 6 comments

Thursday, April 12, 2007

The Long Break of Great Waste !

It’s the Easter break and been bumming in Sue's place for a week now. Back at my own place now to clean up the place and also do some laundry. Did a first load of laundry and after almost two hours drying outside i have to bring it in as there is no more sun light. I did laundry quite late in the day but its no worry since I am drying it inside in my room now. Now lazing in front of the comp as usual. Haven't cleaned my room just been lazing around. Gotta arrange my things nicely in my room before I start cleaning up don't I.

Anywayz, i find time to blog at this moment with a bunch of stuff that if want to do, including rekindling my ‘love’ with R.O.S.E. She is no longer called R.O.S.E. but called R.O.S.E. Evolution. Yes it is the same game that I used to play awhile back when I just started with ms Sue. Hahaha indeed something nice to play. Been playing a lot of it while I was at Sue’s place. Hehehe I did eat a lot of Indo Mee as well. But didn’t eat as much Rock Deli potato chips already. Sadly that is the case, but I shall bring some over the next time I go over which should be pretty soon I guess. Judging from the things I need to do and the amount of time I have to do it, I don’t think it shall be a problem with it.

Ahhh argument with mr Marcus was inevitable. With his disrespectful reply to me on his comments. I was extremely offended by his answer to my comment. Though I may have seem rough, but who is he to shove me off when my intention was to make him realize that his way of replying the anonymous comment was not the way to go. Indeed he incited a lot of anger within me, but I was patient enough to hold it all off. But with his latest post about how manners, that was certainly the last straw for me. Who is he to simply make assumptions everywhere. Indeed it made my blood boil. Of course when I read that post, I haven’t read the comments in his previous post. But after reading the comments inside and of course his comment, I knew I had to had to say something.

With him moderating every comment at this current moment and also to the point where entry to his blog is impossible (on the 13^th of April). But before the entry to his blog was impossible, I made a comment and challenged him not to allow it. Because if he did not allow it, then it would have further enforced the impression of him on my mind.

He then started to chat with me online and ask for forgiveness and also asked me to teach him English. And so, I shall ask, “Do I look like an English language teacher to you?”. If I do look like one I might have given him a few lessons, but I am not an English teacher and I am not capable of teaching people at this moment or ever. Why you ask, simple my extremely bad bad temper!!! This is not a joke. Of course he thought that I might cool down after awhile, but boy was he wrong. His choices of words were definitely all wrong. I am quite particular about the choices of words sometimes especially if it is written. Word of mouth is often forgotten unless it is video taped of course.

Of course, a simple sorry won’t do, with all his words I have no room for forgiveness for someone who does not respect me. Again and again he says he will let me cool down and say things will be ok. It won’t happen, as he has pushed me beyond my limits.

Indeed this is a short 1 sided drama. Now to move on to other things.

Of course by now if you read Sue’s blog, you would know that I went to the casino and also gambled. Of course this lead to a lost of AUD10. My bad! Alright this was definitely done during the wee hours of the morning. Or do you consider it wee hours. Since we only reach there slightly after turned 11 o’clock at night. We were there for quite sometime before heading back to Jerome’s place. Crash and smash and make a total utter fool out of myself on webcam to others. Hahahaa. Slept quite early, early in the morning that is, only to wake up around noon. Hahahaha good night out!

Other than that it’s just a pretty simple bumming week for me at Sue’s. And will be another week of bumming for me in Sue’s place in this coming week. Hahaha. But I need to do my assignment as well and study for 1 of my subjects as there will be a test coming again.

Alright la, writers block already. Time to go and enjoy life!! See ya.

posted by Elwyn at 10:43 PM | 5 comments

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

Future Probable Plans ..... Still In Doubt

There are a lot of doubts in my life and also the fact of me not having the right attitude towards studies anymore proves to be a problem for me here and now. It is hard to tell this to my parents whom they have put all their hope in me. Indeed it is tough. But I have a lot of time to think with the ample time I have here, and yet I did not do what I should be doing … that is sewing my tearing bag. Of course with this amply time, it really got me thinking a fair bit, about my future. What am I to do if I were to fail a subject here? What am I to do when I get my degree? What is it that I should be looking forward to in the future? Of course this is all still in my head.

Pondering and pondering all the time I have, and I realize, I should come clean about my tattoos and also the fact of me going to continue working at Borneo Ink for awhile longer before really getting a real job. I find that I love working in Borneo Ink! I am not too sure about working in other places but I hated having to work for my father before. I would like to find work here and fill up some of my time here. But with me struggling through the subjects, HUGELY my fault, I am having second thoughts about it of course. Indeed as what people always say, as we get older, life gets tougher and tougher. I find this, soooo true.

Indeed I am risking getting kicked out of the house with me telling the truth, but I guess I am ready for that. I can’t take much of this studying as well, but I have to pull this through as I need the degree to cover my ass that is. Yes a paper to cover my ass from falling flat on the ground. I am not gifted in drawing, but if I have the initiative, I might probably be able to re-produce some of the artwork that might be involved in the tattooing side. Indeed I am seriously considering a path towards the tattooing business. But rather than a business, it is a way of expression, as how my tattoos symbolizes something in my life.

I have so many more tattoos that I wish to do, and would be getting in the future. My chest piece, my sleeves, and a probable leg calf piece. Indeed I am asking for more pain that I would bargain for, but the pain is nothing to the things that I feel in life. Maybe it is the pain that would remind me of the reasons why I ink that part of my body. Having said that the pain from my rib tattoo was the most painful in my life (at the moment), leading me to understand to die giving up would be even more painful than that. That just reminded me that I should not give up on my studies just yet, but give it everything I can pull up. I hope it would be more than enough to pull me through to end this 3 year torture that has brought me few new friends who I can really call as friends, and also lost a few friends that I thought were my friends.

It was also within these 3 years I learn a number of things that may or may not brought changes in my life. Of course there were many changes in my life, even made me have a cold heart at times, but it is necessary in my life. If I was too warm and kind, I would have probably lost myself to death already. But hey, I am still here am I not. Means I may or may not have done the right choices, but it has brought me here. Life has been good in the past, and I understand that life is getting tougher for me at the moment, but I guess it is fate that I finished and did the tattoo on my ribs. It is time to prove it!!!

Not all plans would come into play right, so, I guess that I have chosen another path compared to the path in Australia. This path is certainly not for me. The new path I’ve chosen is to be with Borneo Ink till I find another path. Will this plan hold through this tough patch of life? Or will it just be a dream? This I could not say, as I can’t see the future. So we shall see how the things will go isn’t it. But for now, I guess I have to put in more effort towards my current studies since I should not give up on it, but I will put as much effort as I can call up.

Having said all of these, let this be a reminder that I myself is who I am, with all I got, I will do what I can in my own powers to get what I want in life, and to matters into my own hands shall be how it will be from now on till death claims this very body of mine!

Fight for your right, though the world is your opponent, suffer the pain as you alone, as not everyone is willing to share the pain with you, take it all in, and blow it all out …. onto whoever that stands in your way.

posted by Elwyn at 4:27 PM | 2 comments

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

The Accursed House!!

Ahhh it is time to post some of the pics about my house and of course the accursed fridge that i stayed away from for a very long time. But apparently they just cleaned it and it look quite decent at the moment, but there still isn't much space for me to store my stuff. And eating lettuce sux!!!

The above shall be the sink of my toilet. There are 2 showers to the left of this pic. The pics of the showers as below.

This is the shower that i would shower in. I always go for this 1. Nearer to the door. I dunno why i chose it also. Hahahaha.

This is the 2nd shower. Nothing much to say about it. Cos i dun use it. Thats all.

This is the 1st toilet of the 2 toilets in the house. Just the toilet bowl. B.Y.O. toilet paper (B.Y.O. stands for Bring Your Own which is commonly used by restaurants as a sign that customers can bring their own alcohol and stuff, sometimes the restaurants specifies what alcohol can bring in). This is the toilet that i usually use.

This is the 2nd toilet, right next to the last room in the house. There is a sink and also a washing machine next to the toilet bowl. The favourite among the other housemates to release the ultimate BIG BOMB (hence the extreme smell after their usage, especially bad when i want to put my laundry to wash, almost fainted and puked).

This shall be the kitchen where the dining table is. The rest of the kitchen is coming up real soon.

This is the rest of the kitchen. As you can see the stove, the oven, the microwave, and the fridge on the right of this pic. I shall show you some of the horrific pics in this post.

A little close up to the microwave and the area that the microwave is. Hehehe. Clean ehh, must be just after the professional cleaner cleaned the house.

This is the sink of course. This is how it is on an everyday basis. Sometimes both sinks are full. Almost impossible to wash the dishes. My own dishes that is. The below is the horrible pics. Please brace yourself !!!

This is how the house fridge looks like almost a month back .Now it is cleaner. I shall give you a slight close as to what make me felt disgusted and refuse to use the fridge.

Look at how dirty it is !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Look look !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Of course this is the door, and of course you can see there isn't much space for me to keep my things.

This is the backyard in the place i am staying. Look at the place to hang the clothes. It is suppose to fit 7 people's laundry, and thats the reason i bought my own things to dry out my laundry.

Well this is by far some of the pics of the house i am currently staying in. Its near the campus and it is worthwhile of course since the the bills are included in my rent. So let it be let it be let it be. Well, i shall be taking some videos. I wanna sleep bye byez !!

posted by Elwyn at 12:43 AM | 3 comments

Sunday, April 01, 2007

Introduction To My Room Via You Tube Video!

Helo, everyone and welcome to Dumb Asses Super Cracked Up Production with the video entitled, "My Room, Nice or Not?". This is a stupid little production of mine which i did because i had so much time and i was soooo dam sien doing nothing on friday night. Yes it was taken on friday night and there will be following production if this production does get some feedback. But i might still do it even though i don't get any feedback. Hahahaha. Alright enough of me, time for my video. Enjoy!!! Owhhh a little warning, it is 10 minutes and 40 seconds long. Okay, now enjoyz!!!!

posted by Elwyn at 4:07 PM | 4 comments