Life has been rather confusing with the final semester of studies is here. im now torn between to continue my studies or head back and find a job and study part time as well. what a dilemma that had struck me. these two options constantly running through my mind as i try and think what is the best possible option for me. with my constant dislike for studying i thought maybe just stop studying and find work. but i know i would really be hating my job as well, and to top that up, i would need to study part time. studying what part time, well CPA is my current option, and if i were to work and study part time i would most probably take 3 years to complete the CPA course and finally become a member of CPA. during that time as well i would need to work in the accounting or finance industry which is why i thought it would certainly be a drag for me.

but at the current moment, i am trying to draw out a plan which would have a fall back plan if i were to fail in securing a job that is. well my plans goes like this:

i would head back to malaysia at the end of january and then relax a little before starting my part time work that so far i have been guaranteed a place no matter what at borneo ink. while working part time of course i would need to apply for a proper job most likely in an accounting firm if by which i fail to do so, i might take up doing a post-grad degree which would most probably a masters in accounting in australia. that is my current plan so far. but no in depth details just yet. just a mere planning in my forgetful head. and i am writing this down in hopes that i would remember this plan of mine in the future. my memory is so bad that i had forgotten how old i am for awhile. it is that serious unfortunately.

well that is certainly confusing for me. and currently i dunno what i am doing this semester. my head is a little messed up with the mix up with the subjects. im not sure what week of my semester i am in. im really confused. there are alot of confusion about my subjects as well with the auditing and advance financial accounting being all theory base, my head is a little messed up by all those weird things i have to remember. such as the UIG, the ASIC, the AASB, the AUASB, the FRC, and the list goes on with all those acronyms by which i have to learn by heart seeing that they are close book exams. and of course there is the law subjects. yes 2 law subjects this final semester and its not funny. so far my arguments are shit, most probably because i havent done any reading for it yet, especially for my law of financial institution and securities. i am sooo weak in my will power to study. or rather in my mind, i would do anything else but to study. indeed this may have become the case and this time it is far worse than before.

well i still try to put a little effort in studying but its getting less and less than before. but im slowly getting there i guess. hahahahahaha

confusing isnt it life. life is definately confusing. but life has to go on no matter what right. so just living my life the way i am used to and not the best i can. why because its more comfortable this way i suppose. live life the way i am used to for comfort. just nice isnt it. well thats about it. hahaha .... updates .... see how la ...