Yes i know there is no such word such as pissingful, but who gives a fuck, this is my blog. Well, i had another title in mind that was "The Journey of An Angry Man". Which would be referring to me. Well, yes i had a very rough time last night having to go through the 'planning document' that was supposed to be done by my groupmate eugene. Why is he doing it, if you might ask, then i would say that it is he who confidently said he would do the whole 'planning document' on his own. Well it is not this part that im soo pissed about but it is a later part which really pissed me off to the ultimate maximum. So seat back and enjoy my crappy and utterly nonsensical story.

Soooo as i was saying, the 'planning document' was prepared by eugene, and i was by far definately happy with it. But after going through it last night, i was shocked as to the content of the 'planning document' as it was totally not what the lecturer wanted, and might not be what the subject coordinator wanted. Thats when i felt that i was soooooo fucking screwed, soo i went to check other friends who were also doing the stuff as i do and ask them for some assistance. This i knew was ultimately challenging as i had a bad rep for myself in the past. But i was lucky as a friend, whom i really am thankful for, was online and agreed to help me by checking the work that was done by eugene.

She was going through it, and was questioning the content of the 'plannng document', and i was totally stunned as i realized that i had a tough time trying to overcome this. This was when i brokedown and couldnt think straight any longer. But i was again lucky as she helped me even further by lending me a part of her 'planning document' that was somewhat related to my group's 'planning document'.

Unfortunately, my brain was shitty at the moment, and was trying to do something about the 'planning document', but my brain was like locked and nothing i did was correct at the moment. This was when i was feeling abit pissed at eugene for skipping the class on tuesday which the lecturer talked about how to do the 'planning document'. I messaged him. And i guessed he did do quite a good work on his end, soo i think that i should contribute as well by doing the necessary amendments needed, or should i say redo what is totally wrong.

This was when it struck me, i forgot about the front coverpage, which another member was supposed to do yesterday as well. But he was nowhere to be seen, and couldnt be reached. Cos he always doesnt pick up his bloody phone, or should i say his PDA Phone. But i was rest assured as eugene told me that he, Arun would do the front page, and so my heart was a little more peaceful at the moment.

Now i shall continue on to the next morning which is this morning, yes the thursday monrning where i tried to call him, but to no avail, AGAIN !!!!! And messaged him that i needed the front coverpage for the 'planning document', and still no reply from him. Later i called him again but he didnt pick it up, but instead he called me back right after i called him. There i told him to come online to freaking pass me the front coverpage. So he did come online and he asked me for the assignment, which i had already amended, to him. And so i did.

Later we argued a little bit as to the ranting i had about the content which i had to amend. I wasnt very happy, with the work and i complain. I guess he must have taken it somewhere to his heart, and did something for revenge. About 15 minutes later he send me back the file, which he compiled all the work into 1 and also put a "NICELY" done coverpage. Being the tired and angry me, i didnt really check through his work properly, thinking that he would have done a good job on the coverpage. Yes he only does the COVERPAGE of the 'planning document' and that is like what, around half a page. Being me, i didnt see through the content, but rather the formatting of the whole 'planning document' and made some necessary amendments. And i send back the finalized 'planning document' to him.

It was after that when i reopened the file (because i had to send it to the subject coordinator and my lecturer the soft copy) only to find out that he had misspelled my freaking name.

HE FUCKING MISSPELLED MY NAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I quickly asked him to change my name. Repair the mistake. And he said ok. And i thought it was all a'ok. I made the changes in my copy, and handed it in to my subject coordinator and my lecturer. thru email of course.

Later i went to uni, and saw mr arun there. With the printed copy of the 'planning document'. And when i opened it, i was freaking pissed to find out that he did not make changes to the coverpage as he was supposed to and my name was still MISSPELLED!!!! I went totally balistic on him asking him WHY THE FUCK DIDNT HE CHANGE THE FREAKING MISTAKE IN MY NAME ?!?!?!?!?!

You wanna know what his answer is. Here goes ...........

Owh I thought that you already sent to me the corrected 1.

I went balistic again, HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO SENT TO YOU THE CORRECTED VERSION IF I ONLY NOTICED IT AFTER I SENT THE FINALIZE 'PLANNING DOCUMENT TO YOU!!!!!

He was really pissing me off. You guys wanna know why im soo freaking pissed at him for misspelling my name. Well thsi is the reason why.

I have done an assignment with him in the last semester, and my name is in the freaking 'planning document' and also i passed him my details to him last week. Having said this 3 reasons, would you not be pissed if your name was misspelled to be even pronounce wrongly. Yes you heard me right, he misspelled it to even be PRONOUNCE WRONGLY. I will now tell you guys how he freaking spelled my name wrong.

From Nor Elwyn to ..................... Nor Elywin

HOW THE FUCK CAN SOMEONE IN THE RIGHT MIND DO THAT AFTER ALL THE REASON I GAVE ABOVE. 1 semester doing 1 assignment together, gave him my details, and also my name is in the freaking 'planning document.

Now you know how pissed i was. Luckily my lecturer is linient, and would not really mind this silly mistake, but i was freaking pissed at him for doing that freaking mistake. But the next 1 was even worse. Before handing it in to our lecturer. He asked me whether if there is anymore other mistakes in the coverpage. It is only then i realized that my student id had an extra digit behind. Leaving me with the "SPECIAL" student id of 8 digits and not the normal 7 digits. The rest of the group member's details was all find except for mine. He is getting back at me. He really is. I FUCK HIM HIM UP NICELY AS HE PISSED ME OFF SO FUCKING MUCH !!!!!

It was later in class did i realized that i had handed the soft copy via email to the coordinator and my lecturer with the "SPECIAL" student id. I was feeling sooo damn screwed, as i broke down once more because of the freaking shit arun put me thru. Soooo i waited till i could meet up with the lecturer and inform him of the mistake. He told me what i had to do.

I went back home, and as i was driving back home. I receive a message from him. Or actually he send to me 3 of the same message. So i replied while i was driving cos he messages was again pissing me off since i was busy driving and his message keeps on coming in. He was asking for forgiveness and i guess i will let this slip 1 time, but i would swear that if he ever make the same mistake with my name again, I WOULD NOT HESITATE TO BEAT THE CRAP OUT OF HIM. And yes as of late, i am getting really angry far easier than before.

Well, thats about it on the very pissingful moment in my life. And to further add to this boring post which is filled with sooo much profanity, is that my dreads has been totally removed and it is no more. the final pieces of dreads are gone. But worry not, i have another thing in mind. Soon to reveal it, if i have the proper approval from a few people.

Till then, watch out for the future post of the blood.