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Here lies the story of an amateur. An amateur in almost everything. This shall be a page of limitless talks about his rants, journeys, and his forever amateurish undertakings. The amateur is called The MaS, and The MaS is none other than Elwyn. MaS is short for MaSaLaH, which came to hit me in the head! It came many years ago, and so it shall continue to be used till this day and in the future. But it seems that you might want to know my past. My past lies here. So if you ever wondered how i was, then you can always check on my old blog. So enjoy the post that i post up every now and then.

Well this blog would certainly be staying private forever after all, and hopefully when I am ready, I shall begin a new blog as how i hope i could begin a new life.


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Tuesday, March 06, 2007

The Things That Creeps In

Sadness looms over me, and loneliness crept into my life. Its really getting to me at this time of my life. Being not able to watch all the movies and animes i usually watch. Not able to play DotA with my friends back in M'sia. Not being able to go out and eat in the middle of the night some really cheap mamak stuff especially the roti planta and milo ice. Haihz, it has all backlash onto me. At this moment, i am in the library typing away on my little laptop keyboard ranting on this post.

Last night, i heard my housemates complain about the slow internet, and i feel that i am the one who should be blamed, but i dare not speak out in fears of i dunno what. So i guess i can't download or watch anything from my room anymore. Even more sadness looms over me. At this moment and time, i should be doing my tute work, which i have no mood doing. I am a lifeless zombie, sitting in this chair typing away here. Nothing is good here, and the things here are expensive. Its sucking all the money away. I also haven't got the chance to find a fridge, or is it that i am procrastinating as i always used to do. Bad bad thing to do.

Its seems as though my life seems rather useless eh, considering i am always stuck in my room, stoning. The room of which i am suppose to clear up and also store up my food properly. Indeed i cant seem to do it properly. Again sadness looms over me. Its also another fact that its moving into autumn and the weather is getting ridiculously cold, and i find it hard to sleep with this extremely cold weather. I am suppose to find myself a good quilt and quilt cover in order to save myself from the extreme cold. But i guess from tonights onwards i shall be turning on my heater. The water is cold and also the fact that everytime after taking a bath i would freeze my balls off trying to dry up and also put on my clothes. Haihz even more sadness looms over me.

Indeed life is not funny, and of course i am trying to scrape through the life here. Haihz.......

I guess its time for me to continue doing my work then. This post allows me to let go some of the burden off my chest ......

posted by Elwyn at 4:09 PM

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