I totally hate the weather here in Melbourne as the weather is getting colder and colder, and the nights were very cold before this. Up until now i used to suffer the cold nights, but now no more !!! As i bought myself a good quilt with cover, which i might add cost me AUD52!!! Which can be said good price la compared to the many other places, and i have to thank those m'sians who were already here as i made friends with a few of them here in my uni. Lucky me ehh !!! Hahahaha. But now the weather is acting up on me again, with me wanting to wash my clothes today had to delay that idea as there is no fucking sun and that is bad if i ever wanna wash my clothes that is. FUCKING SAD WEI !!!! I WANNA WASH MY CLOTHES !!! DAMN YOU CLOUDS !!! AND ALSO THE SUN !@#@!$&*!%^#&%

Haihz, anywayz the weather here is a real damn bitch i tell you!! With the weather being a bitch, alot of things got cancelled, such as the moomba fireworks on sunday night which was last night !!! How could you, you stupid weather !!! I know the weather will get worse over time, but this weather is a bitch for me to wash my clothes ! I wanna wash my clothes, haven't reach to the point where i need to wash my clothes. Everything else seems to be okay, the walking is okay, im not aching anymore to the walking, yet it feels like forever to walk to uni. But since my Metcard is going to expire soon, i think i better do all the things i need to do fast and furious!!! Gotta inspect the fridge. Gonna buy it second hand from someone who lives in the city, and that is another bitch. To transport that fridge to my place shall be a great big bitch. Argghhhhh!! Nevermind, hopefully i can the help of my friend here. Haihz, coming here i really need alot of help from friends don't i!!! What to do, i am alone here in my place. DAMN IT!

Ahhh the rants are out of my system and i dun really know what else to rant about lor, me very forgetful lor. Muahahahhaa, typical malaysian here !!!! I am a typical Malaysian !!! Yeah proud to be one too, but ashamed of my own government though. Muahahahaha I am a sick psycho.

Sorry about the delay in my videos for the tattoos, i am still uploading them you see, as there are about 15 small video clips and 1 long one. Soo i hope you would enjoy it. The video is the video of the fish with the words "Till Death Claims This Body". But now i shall post the pics for the fishes that was done in Jan and Feb this year. Enjoy the pics below!


This is the other fish, the picture of the second fish, where my body got alot of graffiti on it just to make sure that the fishes are symmetrical on both sides. But which turns out not to be the case. But the pain was indeed intense. Anyone wanna try it out ?!?! Do try to get a tattoo, which maybe have meaning to you and then you shall appreciate the tattoo even more. Hehehehe

I think that would be the finishing end of my fish tattoo. It looks pretty done to me, as it is too dirty for me to really see whether it is really done or not. But i think it is not done, as the star on the forehead isn't there just yet. Muahahaha, I am a sick psycho ma, sure got alot of this stupid crazy things la !!!

Yes this is me, in alot of pain. Trust me, the pain is truly intense compared to the pain that i once suffered on my back. The one on my back never hurt as much as it did on the side of my body and especially on the ribs !!! And i was planning to do another tattoo on my chest. Hahaha that would be a joke because the pain is truly intense near the nipple !!!

The above is the picture of the first fish that was done in the presence of my little cousin. She is the one who help me took the videos that i am still uploading at the moment, and also help by becoming my slave buying me food and whatever not. Muahaha she is a good cousin. So this is the first fish, with the words of "Till Death Claims This Body". Maybe i shall tell the story behind the fish as well. Later !! Muahahahahaha....

This is the other side of my body with the second fish with the words "I Shall Never Give Up". When this was done, there were 3 witnesses. Miss Sue, Mister Jerome, and Miss Li Yi The Baka Kaze. Muahahahahaha indeed the 2 hours of torture seems to be good for them. Miss Sue seems to be enjoying too i guess. I don't really know because i was too focussed on the pain. Muahahaha look at it, aren't you tempted to do it as well ? ?

Well i am almost done with the uploading of the videos. I am sure you guys would enjoy it, won't you!! This is the time of my shame for sometimes squealing in pain from the extremely slow needle pricking my skin! I think faster is better. Muahahaha. Yes i am sick. Maybe while i wait for the last 2 video clips to be uploaded, i shall tell abit about the fishes. The fishes is the sign of the pieces, isn't it? There are a number of pieces who helped me along my way, and of course i am together with a pieces as well am i not !?!? Hahaha the evil looking fishes goes to show that the pieces has taught me some evil, which has made me evolve to be badder and meaner and of course at the same time trying to remind myself that I SHOULD NEVER EVER GIVE UP UNTIL THIS BODY HAS BEEN TAKEN OVER BY DEATH. Muahaha. The fishes, the evil, the pieces. Muahahahahaha. Yes i am sick.

This made me think about another tattoo, something that would truly hold dear to my heart!

Alrighty then, its time for me to put the videos. Please be warn it is GRAPHIC and also BRUTAL, and if i might add VULGAR !!!! Watch at your own risk my dear readers.

Ahhh look at those videos there. Hahaha, it took me awhile for it to be fully uploaded soooo i let it be for awhile while i wrote this continuation with the partial part of my life's story. Yeah yeah, well life indeed won't stop being a bitch. So i shall talk abit about my life. I have been coping pretty well in Footscray, Melbourne, Australia. I have lost count of the amount of days i am already here. The grocery shoppings and the shopping for my necessities has driven me to the ground. But i continue to do what i can to survive in this new land and new environment. Laziness has also taken the best of me. Hahaha indeed i am becoming lazier and lazier. Bad but this shall change, hopefully!!!

Well i know i havent blog much about australia just yet, and also the farewells and also my rooms and all the other stuff. I will get to it when i feel like it. Now i just wanna settle my tattoo stuff and then do all the other necessary stuff such as my assignment and buying my books and also just going to inspect the second hand fridge and a few other minor stuff. Hahahaha i think i am losing the mood to blog now, maybe i should go soon to do my stuff such as, let me see inspect the fridge and buying my books and also all the minor things i guess. I gotta get myself organized !!!! Yeah yeah its time to get ready and go !!!!!!!!

Soo till the next time, enjoy the pain, feel the pleasure, and kill the trouble.


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Added materials on the same day but in the evening at around 6.23 pm.

Ahhhhh since im lazy to do my tute work, i guess i shall extend this post even more !!! Muahahahahaha sick psycho is back !!! Yeah yeah, this time i shall be talking about the times before coming to this accursed land where the internet is cursed to be capped after a certain amount of data was downloaded.... SADNESS ! ! ! ! !

Yeah yeah, there were a few farewells here and there and with my most forgetful brain, i can't really remember all the farewells i went to. I remember steamboat, pizza, and a few other food which already slipped my mind. Sadly i had to leave some of my most favourite food such as the home made chicken sushi (yes you heard me right, chicken sushi which is very nice for me especially with the sweet soy sauce), spaghetti cabonara from Milwaukee which i didn't get the chance to eat before leaving, the steamboat and the sotong goreng at the steamboat place, chee cheong fan at the sunway uni coll cafeteria, and .... and ... i cant remember!! Damn it !!! Ahhhh good food back at home with MSG is the bomb !!!!!

Well let me post up some pics of some of the farewells before departing for the accursed land of the shops that close at 5pm!!!









Hahahaha look at those pics, i dont really want to comment much on it, because the pics already worth 1000 words !!! VU gang are really a good bunch of friends. Without them i would not have survived the second year in uni. They indeed help push me towards doing my work and also helping me understand the work. With the motto of they help me, I HELP THEM !!! Hahahaha those were the good times. Now i have to struggle through on my own or with little or no help. This is the greatest thing ever. Though they might help me from M'sia, but the help might not be as useful, but i will utilize it the best i could.

Haihz, too bad i don't have any pic of my yam cha group. The 4 of us would always meet up for yam cha, either at Maideen or steamboat. Hahahaha it was a great time to feast !!! Indeed, they were the one who sent me off, and in return, we went to eat at Eden in KLIA!!! FUCKING COST ME A BOMB !!!! RM200 dinner for 3 people. Indeed was a luxurious dinner for us. Hahahaha, they were there until my parents arrived with my grandfather to send me off before i flew off to this accursed land. My father couldn't hold back his tears and cried, my mother was holding it off, and she holded it off well, i saw her eyes were tearing, but she was controlling. But i on the other hand did not shed a tear, neither did my eyes got watery, i tried to shed some tears but i just couldn't. But i shed tears about 1-2 weeks later, after reading an email from my mom of course. P&C here.

Anyways here are some pics of me and my parents and also my grandfather and myself.

My Mum and myself, i took this pic of me and my mom. The camera on my father's phone was useless.

My father and i near the Mc D. Hahahaha of course i took this pic on my own as well to prove the clarity of my phone is far better than his PDA phone. Muahahahaha.

Ahhh yes this is my grandfather, on my mother's side. He came down earlier for CNY as he wanted to see me off to Australia. Sooo nice of him.

Well there goes more of my life's story. Hahahaha indeed life shall always have a twist of fate and how things would always turn out bad or good depending on how you see it. Hahahaha. Its time to further adapt to this country.

Kill your enemies, slap your allies, wake them up from their deep slumber !!!

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The new life in Australia is really tough, having start to taking care of your ownself is hard without the proper guidance and knowledge. Lucky i had armed myself with sufficient knowledge to keep me alive till this long. But still i make some mistakes along the way. Its the complete and idiotic truth. I knew that i had bought some wrong stuff at the beginning and paid a fair deal on it. Haihz, anywayz, i am pretty much settled down in my room. I am staying in a rooming house with 6 other guys, and the house is cleaned every 2 weeks or so by this so called "professional" cleaner. He doesn't really do a good job does he. Hahahaha. Anywayz, my room is pretty messy with all the things here and there. And also food in my room, as i dun wanna put it in the kitchen fearing that there will be some overgrown "rats" stealing my food.

Anywayz here are some pics of my room. Hahahahaha.

Here you can see my extremely messy bed. With my newly bought comforter, with stripe cover. Hehehehe. And if you see properly, you can see a fan near the floor. That is a heater/fan thing. Look at how messy my whole room is. Hahahaha indeed really messy.

As you can see, at the foot of my bed is my computer table, and where my laptop is. Its a VERY SMALL TABLE. Cant do work here !!! You can also see how messy it is. I am indeed a really messy person. Bad hor !!!

opposite my computer table in the other side of my room you can see the white cupboard there. Its the place where i store food and my plastic bags and also my bedsheet and also pillow cases. I also keep some of my toiletries there. There is my soap and shampoo there as so is my shaver and the shaving cream. But if you are observant enough, then you would realize there are cooking and kitchen utensils lying on the floor. Hahahaha i had to do so or else the "rats" would start using my utensils which i barely use, and also for a fact that i dont wanna use their horribly dirty cooking utensils. There are alot of things there. Ask me if you are curious as to what you see in the pic.

As you can see, there is a pile of toilet roles on my luggage bag. And also that shall be the cupboard where all my clothes are and also some of my cooking ingredients which by the way havent got the chance to use just yet.

Well thats about it that i shall share in this post. Haihz, alot of things that i wanna do but i cant do!!!

Rip out the hearts of those you hate, stab your partners in the ass, and sting them into knowing your presence.