Its been a gloomy day, as for the weather and for me. I was stuck in my room the whole day on a Saturday. Indeed it is a surprise isn’t it!? Well of course I didn’t really had the money to go out and also the fact that I was also feeling a little gloomy. Instead of feeling gloomy, actually I was feeling rather useless today. Bumming right in front of my comp playing I dunno what. Eating my bread with the Nutella I had. Dragged myself out of my chair to cook my dinner and now of course I started to use my comp on my bed instead on the table. It is a saddening day for me as I became useless. I know I have tons of assignments piling up and also tons of lectures to read, but it is just that I feel so god damn lazy! I even only started to write this after my housemate went on to block the internet service (oh by the way I am typing this on Microsoft Word) for surfing the internet. Indeed this is not the way to go in Australia.

As mentioned by earlier by me in my last post’s comment, I shall elaborate a little bit more about this in a short while.

Why Australia sucks big time for me. The first reason why it suck was that everything was so fucking expensive (convert and no convert) that I just had to think multiple fucking times to consider buying or not. But of course I had to eat and it still cost me a lot of money. Second is that because everything is soooooo god damn fucking expensive, I had overspent from my allocated budget by a great deal! My parents didn’t really say much, but my ex-boss who called me up a few days back said, ‘what the fuck you do with the money man’. And of course with this my ex-boss and the other ex-bosses adviced me to find the ‘2 dollar shops’ along Swantons Street, as they told me that they had a lot of things that I could buy for myself and not spend! Indeed indeed, I was very naïve about shopping, as I don’t do much shopping you see, and this is bad as it has taken a toll on my ability to find the best bargain and also realize when it is to buy and not buy. Stupid indeed I am.

Thirdly is the food that doesn’t suit my taste at all. With my fucking housemates, it seems as though I am now living in a MUSLIM COUNTRY! God damn my housemates, always preaching here and there about halal meat and shit, what the fuck! Haihz, this is not the way to make me feel welcomed of course but they don’t know it. Should I fucking tell them ‘nicely’ that I don’t follow the religion as I did not grew up to be a strong follower or should I just tell them, I hate religion altogether. This is a fact. For me religion has been twisted soooo much by the human factor it is no longer good. I of course told one of them and he seems alright with it. Of course there is another who I haven’t got the chance to tell just yet, and he is the one who always preaching to me and shit! Alright, I ran out of my topic, food!! Food yes indeed has no Ajinomoto, the essential for many good tasting foods. Miss all the god damn cheap food back in Malaysia such as roti canai, roti planta, mee goreng mamak, mee goreng pattaya. Even my luxurious food would cost the cheap food here man! Now that’s fucked up (for me la!!). I have certainly taken food back in Malaysia for granted! Regrets! ! ! !

Fourth would be the fact that I don’t have the wheels that I used to have back in Malaysia, where I would drive even to the nearest mamak, even though its just 5 mins walk. DAMN!!! Now going anywhere would take me at least minimum of 15mins. That would also include walking to my uni which takes around 10-15 mins. Going to the city from my house would now take me a 5 min bus ride (excluding the time I wait for the fucking bus which sometimes would take up to almost 30mins waiting for 1), and also a train ride that takes about 20 mins. So roughly I would take from a normal 30mins to 1 hour to get to the fucking city. HELL YEAH !!!!! Time wasted there. But its ok, its near campus, and I don’t have money ma, so let it be lor. Stay at home, or maybe go to campus would be good lor, and then cook own food bring to uni lor, don’t fucking eat uni expensive food lor! Fucking 6 dollars for lunch! So cook what I can back at home and bring it to uni lor. NO FUCKING CHOICE LOR !!!! Ehhh lari form topic again, this about transport. Well HELL YEAH, transportation is FUCKING COSTLY as well you see. Nothing is cheap or free in Australia. And this is a fact. Maybe the cold weather is free (maybe not since I paid to fly over here, that’s the cost of weather maybe).

Fifth, WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THE BLOODY MOTHER FUCKING INTERNET SERVICE!!!!!!!!! Indeed I hate the internet service here, though it is fast, there is no point as I couldn’t download all the things I wanted to download, leaving my second hard disk utterly useless! Even as I type here, the FUCKING INTERNET IS CUT BY MY FUCKING HOUSEMATE! Okla I did use the internet the whole day, but its shit without internet. Wait wait let me introduce my housemates. The first would be Mr Aslam, the guy in charge of the fucking internet and constantly cutting me off from it. Then there is Mr Furqhan (I think that’s how to spell his name), who is the mother fucking preacher! GO TO HELL FUCKER! Then there is Mr Touha (pronounce as tow-ha), who is another student in VU but of course not my major, Marketing major. Then comes Mr Bishwa, I don’t know what race is he, but I know he cooks damn nice smelling food but also have the tendency of not washing his dishes promptly. Then there is Dr Daniel Kutcher, whom I heard seems to hail from the land of England, and talks too much for me to understand what he is talking. And finally, the guy whom you won’t see around often, Mr Dino Guzman (I gotta know his name from his mail), whom I occasionally see him at the sink, or buying Mc D like me. And there you go, my housemates for you. Its quite fucked up you see.

Sixth, is there a sixth?!?! Well, the sixth maybe would be the studying part. I ain’t got the mood to study any longer. Indeed this shall be a grave problem for me but I shall slowly overcome this I guess. I hate it being without internet. It sucks sooooo bad. Its been over an hour at this point of my post since I lost contact from the internet. Time to eat something. Maybe some bread and tuna. SAD CASE STUPID IDIOT I AM!

Alright la, time to eat, hungry already. Got food but ain’t great food. I WANT MC DONALD, but I ain’t got the money to buy it. So let it be.

P.S. This is the continuation of the post above on the following afternoon. The internet is restored, but not to its former glory as now, it is even SLOWER than a FUCKING SNAIL on 56kb modem. This is how it is. And just now, the Mr Aslam guy came knocking on my door, asking me whether I unplugged his network cable out from the router (WHICH I DEFINITELY DIDN’T DO COS I WAS BUSY TRYING TO USE THE BLOODY MOTHER FUCKING SLOW INTERNET WHICH WAS CUT BY THE SOMEONE WHO UNPLUGGED THE CABLE) which was never my doing of course. He of course went back to his room furious! What crappy housemates I got here ain’t it. He suspects that it could be another housemate who didn’t want the internet anymore. So be it then. BUT IM SUFFERING THE SLOWNESS OF THIS GODDAMN INTERNET! I couldn’t even play my rose properly anymore. This is a sad thing of course.

Owh the reason why the internet was down was because the server was being re-installed by my ‘friendly’ housemate Mr Aslam. This is bad, as this would certainly cut down my speed a whole lot! This is very shitty of course, but I can’t do much, but to comply. At least I can still use FUCKED UP MSN and of course the lovely Skype to contact people.

P.S.S. This post is continued later on in the night, or to be technically correct early in the following morning. The internet now is, pretty okay I guess. Quite laggy for my game, but it is a reasonable page loading speed, compared to the turtle this morning which tooks a few minutes to load friendster. Now it is better.

Ahhh its been a long day. Got my indo mee and also my eggs and bread. Time to make good shit out of this. Ahhhhhh I am so sien and don’t want to study. Haihz, what is there to do here in Australia you tell me. Since I don’t have the money, I can’t do much can I!

Welll this is the amount I should write for now. Till laterz! ! !